back at uni this week, the great week is finally over. went to the airport to say a goodbye, kind of wondered what would have come of this if he didn’t live in usa. felt a little bummed catching the train home, went to visit amy at work and talked, and laughed and she made me feel 100% better. talked about our big plans, boys, girl stuff, diets. amy dropped me off at dad’s office and then i felt super grumpy quickly because all i had eaten today was a boost juice and another juice thing so i ate a chicken salad on the way home and felt a little better. all the lights in the houses looked cute and cosy and thought about a time when this familiar road from the city back home would be not so familiar, hopefully i get to experience living in another country soon. then dad and i went on a 9pm grocery trip then finally was ready to watch a movie drink a cup of tea and curl up in bed and listen to anberlin but no, i get a sneaky private number phone call from work to come in at 6am as i am a bad liar i said yes. i feel super exhausted and really want cuddles, something about cold weather brings on the neediness, i’ve been liking my attitute to things lately and how relaxed i’ve been feeling about boys, i think i’m maturing. bought a cute jacket today also, that lifted my spirits, it’s black and red tartan alice in wonderland jack and it came with a key and a little ‘A’ on the zipper. please forgive my lack of fullstopping and bad punctuation in this, i’m about to fall asleep.
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